Burning Life

 

I pick up the words for no one

But soon it gets withered

What do you feel with this reality?

 

Burning Life

 

“Hope that somebody hear me someday”

Not any hope for that vague desire to be true

You always say 'See you "next time"'

Nothing assure that fucking optimism

 

I can’t state the colorless emotion 

Repent of myself having no name

Coax the present blaming for somebody

Nothing in that night I can do but keeping myself

I have got a lot

Because I have lost so many things

 

Everyone reaches for a light

Some hands will grasp something

Call for the light that is to be fading away

With the hardest grab trying to not let it go

 

I’m scared of that fact

Feeling like I’ll lose every damn thing

The light won’t go away from me

I can’t go back 

This is the reason of my heartache

 

As an incomplete flower

Enjoying the body with bruises

Getting sympathy named “pity”

You sway the hesitant heart

I can’t forget the feeling of letting my hands off

I can’t forget the feeling of grabbing something 

I am saying “this is the last time”

 

I betray

I deceive

I conceal

Time flows

Days like that give me no choice

I scream with all my strength

Hoping only you would hear me at last

 

I’m scared of that fact

Feeling like I’ll lose every damn thing

The light won’t go away from me

I can’t go back 

This is the reason of my heartache

 

it’s too late when I realized

Blowing breath to ashes

Saying “this is the last time”

I know it’s too late

Farewell to you

 

Hands off 'cause you mean so much to me

Hard to say goodbye

But it’s somehow precious

 

Only you could accept my mind

I could stand closing my eyes

I couldn't deceive me anymore

Farewell to you

 

Pinching my heart

Only you could accept my mind

Farewell to you

 

No one helps you though you blow up yourself

“I am living harder life”

That’s just comparing in vain

Light the fire even you’re burnt out