Fade Away in You
Age of 12
Who made my eyes useless?
Smiling and walking nicely
What was the matter on following you?
Age of 15
What looks good to me is what is ugly to you
Thanks for abandoning me
My fuck'n legs you were proud of will never return
Age of 18
I was not able to save my love nor myself
Without the will to live hard
Everyday whispering ‘I lived in vain again’
The day I cannot forget stays in me, no fading
Killed the pain with flooding voice
Can this pain be eased up if I scream?
Can you hear my voice?
I hope my pain will reach you
Words rushing out of my mouth
To make them a shield to protect myself
NO
Lies in desperation are in vain
Can't let go
I can't let go the feeling engraved on my skin
Today I hear someone’s laughing again and again
No one left in the weak mind
I, who’s empty am flowing, flowing
The day I cannot forget stays in me, no fading
Killed the pain with flooding voice
Can this pain be eased up if I scream?
Can you hear my voice?
I hope my pain will reach you
