Flag

 

Hold the flag up

The past still floats behind me

You still float behind me

 

Remembering is what I was told is right

Your words running around in my head

”What are you waiting for?”

”Are you still drawing in your life?”

 

Your rejection robbed of my breathe

You covered the future with a past

”What are you living for?

”Where is your answer?”

 

There are many moments I want to back

What color are the knives that bruise me?

Do you remember me?

The past still floats in between us

 

Tell me how to walk again

I know the past is the past

But I can't see inside of my heart

 

Did I escape from you?

Am I prepared for the worst and for your words?

for your words

My legs are still broken

Same as before

It seems to show my weakness

 

You told me

”Nobody will ever again be able to fill a hole in our heart”

I know I've been looking for the escape

I know the past is a part of me

I know it's make me myself

I know I have to go with no regret and fear

and weight and you are not coming back

 

The past still floats in between you and me

 

Your words torment me

I kept wringing my neck

There is no arms to raise

and There is no flag to raise

I can breathe

I know I have to go from here

with no regret and fear