Flag
Hold the flag up
The past still floats behind me
You still float behind me
Remembering is what I was told is right
Your words running around in my head
”What are you waiting for?”
”Are you still drawing in your life?”
Your rejection robbed of my breathe
You covered the future with a past
”What are you living for?
”Where is your answer?”
There are many moments I want to back
What color are the knives that bruise me?
Do you remember me?
The past still floats in between us
Tell me how to walk again
I know the past is the past
But I can't see inside of my heart
Did I escape from you?
Am I prepared for the worst and for your words?
for your words
My legs are still broken
Same as before
It seems to show my weakness
You told me
”Nobody will ever again be able to fill a hole in our heart”
I know I've been looking for the escape
I know the past is a part of me
I know it's make me myself
I know I have to go with no regret and fear
and weight and you are not coming back
The past still floats in between you and me
Your words torment me
I kept wringing my neck
There is no arms to raise
and There is no flag to raise
I can breathe
I know I have to go from here
with no regret and fear
